| *I LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND* |
[16 Oct 2004|12:59am] |
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Its been a while since i wrote in this thing... So ive decided that i will write in you journal.
So i've been thinking about things... I've notice that ive became a dependent person... I dont know if this is a good thing or not. Im not use to it and i dont know if i like it... I miss my independent self... But i guess its a good thing when you really peanut butter and jelly sandwich someone. and i guess the reason why im so afraid of it is because im afraid of be hurt. Well journal... I have no written in you...
Peace out
- CAT CAT
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| Hello again journal. |
[07 Jul 2004|09:20pm] |
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Seether- Broken Feat. Amy Lee |
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Hello Journal,
Sorry i havent written for awhile, so much has happended, and right now i dont feel like explaining. But what i will write about is how much i miss my sister, cousin and my bestfriend. i miss them all so much. im gonna cry... why cant i see them now! GRRRRR. okay well, buh bye again.
Love Always,
Cat
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| I dont Wanna leave... |
[11 Apr 2004|11:00am] |
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New Found Glory- Eyesore |
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im sad to say today is the day i leave my cousin to go back to my own little world.
spring break was fun. lots of things i didnt expect.
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| Lets burn down the schools! |
[10 Apr 2004|04:39pm] |
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music |
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good charlotte- change |
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i dont want to go back to school... *sniff sniff*
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| Will to Die |
[06 Apr 2004|01:50pm] |
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drained |
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Deftones |
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Emptiness again
left alone again
left to question all
that's happened...
and no one cares
and no one cares
all that's left is
the will to die...
try... try to hold
on what's left
inside... empty (and
this emptiness i'm
left with)
reaching (has me
reaching for a
reason) lonely
(this loneliness
consuming)
searching (i'm
searching for the
answers) will you
do the same? ...
try... try to find
peace
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| I WANNA RUNNAWAY AND NEVER SAY GOODBYE.... |
[15 Mar 2004|06:50pm] |
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linkin park- runnaway |
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FrOStBytE89: wats on ur mind at this exact moment?
i love my UGGs: how im fucking bored as hell and how i wish my life could be different
i love my UGGs: u
FrOStBytE89: why would u want ur life to be different
FrOStBytE89: im thinking of going to space
i love my UGGs: because i dont like it
FrOStBytE89: wat do u want?
i love my UGGs: to be free
i love my UGGs: u
FrOStBytE89: ok lets run away right now
FrOStBytE89: haha
i love my UGGs: haha, if only it was that easy...
i love my UGGs: ive thought about it always, u know running away.
i love my UGGs: but its never that easy
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| TOM"S DINER |
[11 Mar 2004|08:06pm] |
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toms diner- DNA feat suzanna vega |
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I am sitting
in the morning
at the diner
on the corner
I am waiting
at the counter
for the man
to pour the coffee
And he fills it
only halfway,
and before I even argue
He is looking out the window
at somebody comming in
It is always nice to see you
says the man behind the counter
to the woman who has come in
she is shaking her umbrella
And I look the other way
as they are kissing their hellos
and I'm pretending not to see them
and instead I pour the milk
I open up the paper
there's a story of an actor
who had died while he was drinking
It was no one I had heard of
And I'm turning to the horoscopes
and looking for the funnies
when I'm feeling someone's watching me
and so I raise my head
There's a woman on the outside
looking inside, does she see me?
No she does not realy see me,
cuz she sees her own reflecion
And I'm trying not to notice
that she's hitching up her skirt
and while she's straightening her stockings,
her hair has gotten wet
Oh this rain it will continue
through the morning as I'm listening
to the bells of the cathedral
...and I'm thinking of your voice
...and the midnight picnic
once upon a time
before the rain began
And I finish up my coffee,
and it's time to catch the train
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| Music |
[09 Mar 2004|06:24am] |
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music |
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the postal service |
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I love music
Music is good for the soul.
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| January 7- Go Ask Alice |
[21 Feb 2004|06:05pm] |
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death cab for cutie |
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"I've tried to bury myself in books and my studies and my music and pretend i dont care. i guess i really dont care, and besides what difference could it possibly make if i did? i've gained 5 pounds and i dont care about that either. mother is worried about me i know, because i've become so quiet, but what is there to talk about? If i went by her standing rule of *if u cant say something nice about things dont say anything at all,* i'd never open my mouth except to eat, and ive been doing plenty of that!"
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| change |
[08 Feb 2004|01:35am] |
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change |
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good charlotte- change |
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" am lost in the see-thru
I think you lost yourself too
Throughout all of this confusion
I hope I somehow get to you.........
.......You can't change the way you feel
I could never do that, I could never do that
But you can't tell me this ain't real
Cuz this is real
And you would see right through that
In the end it's all I've got
So I'm gonna hold onto that
So I'm gonna hold on and on and on and on"
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| wjreoigfkdgjoierjgkfd |
[02 Jan 2004|05:40pm] |
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melancholy |
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madonna- like a prayer |
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I think people are sad because the people they care about are sad. and since their sad, the other is sad. Its like a never ending circle. you get what i mean?
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| Life is lonely |
[02 Jan 2004|05:25pm] |
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gloomy |
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Bone Thugs N Harmony- Crossroad |
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Why cant people just be naturally happy? I wish everyone could be happy.
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| feed me |
[02 Jan 2004|04:16pm] |
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good charlette- motivate me |
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WOOOHOOOO im bored! and hungry, feed me.
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[31 Dec 2003|04:37pm] |
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guilty |
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EMILIANA TORRINI |
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I FEEL FUCKING HORRIBLE.
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| ajdklfjowiehfksdngdgf |
[31 Dec 2003|09:50am] |
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lonely |
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Eagle Eye Cherry- Save Tonight |
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Wow, im bored...
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| FUCKERS |
[29 Dec 2003|10:38pm] |
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annoyed |
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I want to have a special new years eve night. never done anything special. nor have i ever kissed someone on new years day, you know during the count down. yea i know its fucking mushy but i dont give a fuck. i want a special someone damn it!
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